We're back!

So, the gang's back! And we rocked last Saturday baby! \m/

I really missed the fun being with these girls.. Sad to say but Maecy and Rizza weren't able to join us. But still, we didn't change plans! We faced the strong rains and winds of typhoon Mina. We didn't let her put us down! Cool!

But recently, something came between us.. and the others! I just really hope we'll be able to fix this as soon as possible..

We're not mad. We're just hurt.

~Hoping these are all illusions.

Shakey's baby!

And so we decided to have a Post Midterm Celebration (PMC) because of a stressful week we had. We went to Shakey's Espana because I've been craving for pizza for over a week. :D

Shakey's pizza is <3 <3 <3 :))

After eating, we went to UST grounds and took a walk out there. We enjoyed watching IPEA students playing soccer (Which made me think that I like to enroll in summer lessons about soccer next year). We sat down there and watched the people passing by, waiting to see familiar faces (but we don't). After an hour we decided to part ways.

I went over Joana's dorm and stayed there at the lobby while she's doing her plates. We had a nice time talking about things and then we ate at Mcdo. We talked about something which interests both of us that we didn't actually noticed the time. We've been talking for almost two hours! Haha! So then we decided to go home and hope for another time with each other again next time.

These aren't illusions; nor lies.

Strive more!

Since our midterms was over, I, was once again, depressed. I seriously don't like the new grading system of our school wherein 60% of our grade will be from the major exam. Many of us failed because of these. So, what's the use of doing assignments and quizzes? Ugh.

I guess this challenges me to study harder, strive more. Goodluck to me! :)


It's not a lie. :D

Of lightning and thunder.

These past few days, heavy rains come and go. Accompanied by these are some of the scariest natural phenomenons -- lightning and thunder. These two scares me a lot that whenever the sky roars and lightning bolt flashes up there, I almost cry.

I really don't like to be alone during these times. I'll burst into tears and hid under somewhere just to get rid of them. I mean, I can't get rid of them, but I can hide from them. I'm just damn too scared. And I can do nothing about that.

Wishing lightning and thunder are just illusions and lies.

Deym Physics

Today marks the end of our midterms exams. And unfortunately, it wasn't good after all. I think I'm gonna say my last goodbyes to my section 'cause I can really feel I'd fail in Physics.

I really don't know why I can't understand Physics. I mean, I've been focusing on it since then because I know I'm bad at it, but still, I can't comprehend well. I really hate math. But I focus more on it and still I fail. Ugh. I don't want to have Physics as one of my back subjects. I honestly don't want to have any back subject. Seriously. But what am I going to do? :(

I wish Physics is just an illusion of our minds.

Is HE really at the door?

Jesus is coming with the clouds, and everyone will see Him. (Rev 1:7)

Every person who has ever lived will be present at the final gathering. Every heart that has ever beat. Every mouth that has ever spoken. On that day you will be surrounded by a sea of people. Rich, poor. Famous, unknown. Kings, bums. Brilliant, demented. All will be present. And all will be looking in one direction. All will be looking at Him -- the Son of Man. Wrapped in splendor. Shot through radiance.

Naah.

Sometimes, I wonder and look up at the sky thinking that any second, Jesus would show up and do the second judgment. That any time there would be rupture, and there would be chaos everywhere, since that the Holy Spirit will no longer be here on earth when that day comes.

And every time I imagine that, I come to think myself, "Am I ready to face that day?" I can barely say YES. Yes, I gave up my life to God, but no, I'm not yet prepared. My efforts to be ready are not enough. I still have many things to do, I still have many things to accomplish. I want to do greater things in my life. I want more time to spread the Good news, to share His unconditional love, and to make other people give up their wrecked lives to Him.

Every time I pray, I always tell Him, "Lord, more time please? I want to help save more people. I want my family and friends,my better half, even those who hate me, to be saved. I don't want them to suffer the pains of hell... And I know that they want to be in eternal life with You." Then I would cry. I love them all. I don't want to see them burn in the furnace of hell. I want to see them happily living in the mansions heaven prepared for God's people.

Is HE really at the door? I guess so. I think yes, He is. So that also means there is a limited time to accomplish all that I need to do. AMEN!

GODBLESS US ALL. :)

IT IS EASY TO ACT. :|

So here's our midterm oral exam piece:

Listen! I can hear what you’re thinking. You simply think out so loud, you know. What? It’s hard to be a movie star or a stage player? Oh no, you’re wrong. You are absolutely wrong. It is easy to act!

It’s the simplest way to fame and fortune. All you have to do is say a few words, laugh a little, make love, or even die a little. I remember when the committee of the Academy Awards attempted to give me an Oscar for an excellent performance. Oh, I had to refuse it. How can I accept an award for something I can do quite naturally?

No kidding. You can be a Shylock, a Cyrano de Bergerac, an Angelina Jolie, or even Hermione at a drop of a hat.

We could start with some passionate lines. It never fails to catch the attention of the audience. Perhaps this could help...

“Put some sugar into your sweet mellow lips and leave your mouth breathlessly open... How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee from the depth, and breath, and height my soul can reach!”

I bet you were very romantic. Easy, right?  Let us try some monologue lines now.

“Where were you? You weren't at dinner. You said we'd talk at dinner. You weren't there. It's supposed to mean you shouldn't send tangible items if you don't want to get caught, that's what it's supposed to mean. You gave her flowers. She's telling people you gave her flowers. I mean, enough that you're having an affair with the stupidest person on this campus, but you're sending her things you're not even sending me. I'm not even asking for exclusivity here, I'm asking for equality. She gets flowers, the least you could have done was send me some flowers. Not that anything would have been excused, but do you know how low it makes me feel? Are you aware? You sent the tramp flowers, Ex. You went into town and gave money to a florist so your little affair could smell flowers. How thoughtful! You should have called me.

Yes, I know, I asked for it, I do deserve some of it because I tolerated it, I allowed it, I ignored it, but there are limits. You've pulled off some incredible stunts during this relationship, gotten away with some extraordinary garbage, and I want to be the first to congratulate you, you do the scumbag thing extremely well. But I will no longer be a segment of your vicious circle. I don't fit. I can't even look at myself in the mirror, because when I do, all I can see are flowers, somebody else's flowers. You've gotten a lot of mileage on just a few drops of romance very early on. I'm a sucker. But the tank is empty. Enough of this. I can't do it. Enough and good bye.”

For our final salvo, let us take Shakespeare.

“He hath disgraced me, and hindered me half a million, laughed at my losses, mocked at my gains, scorned my nation, thwarted my bargains, cooled my friends, heated my enemies; and what's his reason? I am a Jew. Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs, dimensions, senses, affections, passions? Fed with the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject to the same means, warmed and cooled by the same winter and summer, as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?”

So, there. Acting is never hard. It’s easy as 1-2-3. So, go out and act. Because as I’ve mentioned: It is easy, isn’t it?

-- i hope i'd memorize it by tomorrow morning. :| I AM NUMBER 4.

DESTINY

I'm a member of the Destiny International Ministry Church and I'm thankful about that. :)

Soon I'll be posting my devo's and reflections on our Sunday Service preaching here. just wait. :)

Promoting my tumblr blog :)

I would like to promote my Tumblr blogs here. :)

Here's my main blog :

http://blueashesandwine.tumblr.com/

My other tumblr blogs are linked here. Just read my description and you can find the links to my other blogs there. :)

Thanks!

I'm back :)

It's good to be back! Now, I can update often on my blogs here on Blogspot, Skyrock, Tumblr and Windows Live. Thanks to my ever-loving granny for giving me money to buy a new laptop.

As of now, I haven't thought of a new topic to talk about. I'm way to busy these past few days that's why I don't have enough time to post. But I'm thinking of joining our school paper but I'm afraid I can't manage my time among my studies, org, blogs (Microsoft student partners) and school paper. I just hope I really could.. I miss my journalism life! :'(

one week nothingness. :|

i hate this week! i wasted my money for my fare on the way to school and we did nothing! yes, absolutely NOTHING. it sucks! it so boring at school because we have nothing to do. good thing i have a bunch of friends to cheer me up and atleast we have something to talk about. :)